Hoping for a better News Week !!!

Well have been extremely lax as I have had a tough mental place right now.

I guess for me with this thing with Andrea, brought back lots of memories of my issues and how things were for my family when I was diagnosed with Bowel Cancer......

It made be re-analise things going on around me and what is truly important in our lives. The funeral was Friday and Andrea the poor little love was a total wreck, it finally hit her and me to in a different way - she was such a blubbering little girl, Hugs all round, I spoke briefly with her Mum and sister and told her sister to give her time to grieve and I didnt want to see her back til she was feeling able to come back. (so flat out for me but I thank god have not just lost my dad)

Short week this week as well.

Then we get the new that my step mum's surgery for her shoulder has been brought forward and the back surgery pushed out......(not good either way) So she goes under the knife tomorrow.
I could here my Dad now saying just cancel this stupid party...dont need it and we are all saying inwardly NO NO you cant do that. I spoke with Dad tonight and to speak with Daph before she goes in tomorrow...... Told Dad she would just be able to sit there as everthing has been done, what a sigh of releif as not only have I sorted us out from the West and NZ but also other people coming from his past as well that he has no idea about that havnt seen him for 20 years or more. Anyhow I think we are over that cancelling thing for now.....

So havnt scrapped at all, also having a small issue here in WA that we are hoping to sort soon. So all in all not a good head space

Here's hoping for a better week.
love and hugs to my step mum Daph
Love and Hugs to Andrea and her family

To you all thanks for reading this rather down blog.

Thanks again for your comments it helps alot
Parky xxxx

So hoping for a better news week